my university life; y1s2.

so, Semester 2 has just ended for me;

this semester felt really short though it's all around 13 weeks of classes.

 (:

  

compared to the last one, 

this semester seems to be less 'shiong' for me;

taking one less module really differs a lot.

 i've got a bit more time for myself, family and friends,

at least i thought i 'did better' in terms of trying to 'stay in contact with the world'. hahaha!

there were loads of project work this semester,
and i'm really lucky;

at least the people I met are really responsible groupmates.

(:

not forgetting yanjin's company;

we laugh together, curse and swear together, most importantly,

work hard towards our goal together. (:

thanks, potential! campus life without you will be damn boring for me. hehe.

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Studies changed me a bit.

in a sense, I tend to smile and talk less often, during the term period, than I always do.

i realised i have been talking a lot and smiling to myself after my last paper;

i guess i'm still quite tensed up when it comes to studies,

i need time to make changes, slowly.

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2 people I want to say thank you in particular .

Huiling and Joshua.

they define 'true friends care for you'.

Huiling understands me;

she don't stress me up by 'denying' i should work hard for what i want.

this really put my mind at rest;

at least i know I have someone who really understands me.

i can never describe how important her encouragements are.

true enough, 

I cannot make everyone understand why i would want to work my butts off for results.

i work hard for one simple reason:

i want my parents to be able to enjoy in their later years;

hopefully i will be financially strong enough to provide them with a good retirement.

and of course, I will gauge the amount of hard work i want to put in;

perhaps people might think i'm working towards the extreme,

but again, i will take charge of how hard i want to work.

i'm not under the smart category for sure; 

sister has always been asking me, why am i able to push myself,

simple reason: i'm slow, i'm not smart.

clear fact: i don't work double, i see no results. 

okay, so back to my thanks-list; Joshua.

he's been really a thoughtful friend.

as i said, after last semester that 'just-pass' issue,

i tried learning to relax myself a bit; though results aren't obvious yet. :p

i still freak out during exam period, like super anxiety-attack kind.

i guess he knows that too,

so he'll always text me;

having understanding friends really helps,

and i really x max-max appreciate it.

not forgetting other encourages from my friends, lameshit and all!

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ohyes, my family's a great support too!

mummy has been really adorable recently.

she sent me funny-jiayou SMSes.

papa buys me food i want from overseas,

most imporantly driving me to school almost everyday! :p

if not i think either my backbone or shoulder would have to suffer badly. 

(wonder why i always brings such big bag. lol.)

jiejie fills into my resting time, crapping all kinds of things with me;

i was so touched that she bought me 2 boxes of 85cents pocky. hahaha!!

my bro, not much contribution (LOL),

okay i think he makes an effort to open the door for me, this is the best one i can think of. :p

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so, now HOLIDAYS HERE!

TIME TO ENJOYYYYYYYYYY. 

(: