pastries at home.

 the very first cheesecake i made by myself!

too little gelatine, so i guess it's a bit fail. ):

made it for soup as his birthday present; hope it didn't taste too bad. :p

 

i just bought a recipe book for cakes, 

everything's can be prepared by steaming,

no oven needed.

so taa-daa! another work of mine.

the texture's a bit like kuehs, but i love the fragrance. (:

when 3some are left alone at home.

papa and mummy weren't in Singapore for the past few days,

leaving three of us to take care of ourselves. 

i've turned into a 24/7 naggy ah-sum now,

vacuuming the floor, washing the dishes, preparing bro's meals, pulling him out of bed and stuff.

here's some simple + edible breakfast I made for him!

eggs make wonders.

 today's a marking day for BVSS, meaning a day off for bro too.

i suggested three of us should go out for a meal;

off we go!

we headed to douby ghaut to try out Hoshino Coffee.

i would say the food is okay, no harm trying.

but probably I won't go back again; taste sort of normal to me.

but i've got to say, the Fuwa-fuwa gave me a 'WOAH' kinda feeling;

i quite love the texture and fragrance of the egg part. (:

 

ng sisters.

with michelle & yanjin

@huiling's house!

 stayed overnight at lingzhi's house. (:

so long since we last chatted. hehee.

on her comfy bed! either i was too tired or her bed is simply too good. haha!

skype with weewee who's now @ TW!

monthly meet-up with lameshit. (:

sweeeez, i love them!

threesome's mummy&papa!

home-made lunch by mummy! [Miso-noodles, BBQ pork belly and kimchi] YUMS MAX!

Mummy-job is a 24/7 thing; even on her day, she has to 'work' for the family. :p Mother's Day lunch by Mum!

Big fan of choc-pocky; papa just passed all his snacking-genes to us, our size says everything. lol.

movie-date with A&O.

watched Trance yesterday!

it's an intelligently-plotted movie;

intelligent people watch intelligent movie.

Presupposition: I am intelligent.

(too much of EL1101E hahaha!)

my university life; y1s2.

so, Semester 2 has just ended for me;

this semester felt really short though it's all around 13 weeks of classes.

 (:

  

compared to the last one, 

this semester seems to be less 'shiong' for me;

taking one less module really differs a lot.

 i've got a bit more time for myself, family and friends,

at least i thought i 'did better' in terms of trying to 'stay in contact with the world'. hahaha!

there were loads of project work this semester,
and i'm really lucky;

at least the people I met are really responsible groupmates.

(:

not forgetting yanjin's company;

we laugh together, curse and swear together, most importantly,

work hard towards our goal together. (:

thanks, potential! campus life without you will be damn boring for me. hehe.

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Studies changed me a bit.

in a sense, I tend to smile and talk less often, during the term period, than I always do.

i realised i have been talking a lot and smiling to myself after my last paper;

i guess i'm still quite tensed up when it comes to studies,

i need time to make changes, slowly.

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2 people I want to say thank you in particular .

Huiling and Joshua.

they define 'true friends care for you'.

Huiling understands me;

she don't stress me up by 'denying' i should work hard for what i want.

this really put my mind at rest;

at least i know I have someone who really understands me.

i can never describe how important her encouragements are.

true enough, 

I cannot make everyone understand why i would want to work my butts off for results.

i work hard for one simple reason:

i want my parents to be able to enjoy in their later years;

hopefully i will be financially strong enough to provide them with a good retirement.

and of course, I will gauge the amount of hard work i want to put in;

perhaps people might think i'm working towards the extreme,

but again, i will take charge of how hard i want to work.

i'm not under the smart category for sure; 

sister has always been asking me, why am i able to push myself,

simple reason: i'm slow, i'm not smart.

clear fact: i don't work double, i see no results. 

okay, so back to my thanks-list; Joshua.

he's been really a thoughtful friend.

as i said, after last semester that 'just-pass' issue,

i tried learning to relax myself a bit; though results aren't obvious yet. :p

i still freak out during exam period, like super anxiety-attack kind.

i guess he knows that too,

so he'll always text me;

having understanding friends really helps,

and i really x max-max appreciate it.

not forgetting other encourages from my friends, lameshit and all!

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ohyes, my family's a great support too!

mummy has been really adorable recently.

she sent me funny-jiayou SMSes.

papa buys me food i want from overseas,

most imporantly driving me to school almost everyday! :p

if not i think either my backbone or shoulder would have to suffer badly. 

(wonder why i always brings such big bag. lol.)

jiejie fills into my resting time, crapping all kinds of things with me;

i was so touched that she bought me 2 boxes of 85cents pocky. hahaha!!

my bro, not much contribution (LOL),

okay i think he makes an effort to open the door for me, this is the best one i can think of. :p

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so, now HOLIDAYS HERE!

TIME TO ENJOYYYYYYYYYY. 

(:

 

 

good old days.

i was digging my cupboard just now, and there I saw many photos.

perhaps the only time that you will laugh hard at yourself

will be the time when you're looking at your kiddy-pics.

i looked like a lotus when I was young.

my arms were so meaty that they look like they were in segments. hahaha! 

 i found some evidences that my sister tried to kill me

(maybe because i snatched some of my parent's attention from her? haha!)

just look at her expression,

openly trying to strangle me. lol!

 then she realised strangle wasn't a wise idea,

so she turned to re-shaping my face.

how engrossed she was.

then in 1998, my little bro came out;

now she ka-jiaos him. 

 hahaha!

we definitely have round and chubby cheeks.

this was my favorite shirt. didn't know I was so IN; already in love with frills. hahaha

someone who watched my grow;

someone i loved the most.

she will forever lives in my heart.

i dreamt of her many times;

i see her sitting in the living room,

smiling to me.

I hated the fact that i can't control what i want to say and do in my dream;

many times I wanted to go forward and hug her tightly, 

but every time I am only able to stand from a distance to watch her. 

moving on.

i have no idea who's birthday is it, 

but kids just love to blow any birthday candles, don't they?

 

my sister and I machiam ding-dong. hahahah.

seriously, where did i get the courage to walk out of the house?! hahah.

maybe before I set my ambitious as a teacher in the future,

I was dreaming to become a model too?

 

another "what?!" photo.

my brother sure wanted to become an ultraman;

look at him.

and he wanders off into his imagination world again.

dazhong times.

i'm really fortunate;

i've never entered the wrong school,

i mean, the people i met, the experienced i had,

all so fun and memorable.

miss Mr Michael's class.

he's really x 389579847593845757 thumbs-up teacher!

my clique of friends. (:

i wonder if i had any thoughts of slimming down that time.

hmmm.

which was definitely a NO. hahaha.