Good news came to reduce some grumpiness .

feeling so grumpy these few days. ):

 the happy news i received yesterday was not enough to keep me smiling for long;

yet, i am really thankful for the good news. (:

i've never understand what is meant by the tears of joy,

until i burst out of tears after looking at my results.

heart was pumping really fast before i log-in into the school website.

i was so shocked to see my results as i scrolled down.

for once, i thought it was showing me the highest for each module the cohort have achieved

(of course my results aren't that fabulous that could have proved me right haha!)

I started crying in front of my laptop like some crazy women;

smiling and crying.

i am really happy not because i scored very well,

it's that i have achieved more than the aim i set for myself.

it was after the other time i just-passed one of my class test,

(and after a good cry)

i started to realise my wrong mindset for studies.

i was too focused of achieving good results, 

hence neglected other important things.

then i understand what is the meaning of living and studying.

i learnt to balance both and "psychoed" myself of aiming at just graduating as a bachelor,

 nothing is more important than not-killing-myself with studies.

(does not mean that i'm going allocate more time for playing and less for studying)

:p
so yeahh! good news 万岁！